i bust the windows out your car
you know i did it cause i left my mark
wrote my initials with the crowbar
and then i drove off into the dark

glee love much.

will be back with proper updates soon.

halo / walking on sunshine by the girls of glee club.

something refreshing for a change.

i seriously need to clock more sleeping hours.

i won't get tanned anyway.

so an air conditioned movie theater would be nice, tyvm.

the kindred spirit diminishes with each broken bond.

there's no point in trying to recover what's lost.

and even if recovered, things will never be the same again.

memories of that broken wreck will always linger on.

it makes you wonder if there's a point for recovery,

or is it just a show for the world to see.

you say i'm crazy, i got you crazy.
you're nothing but a womanizer.

a whooping 146 times.
should have been more if the count didn't reset when i ripped a better version from the album.

i should be lucky,

on saturday night.

i wish. haa!

i hate that feeling,

when you feel hungry,

but you don't want any food you see,

and you can't figure out what food you want,

and you don't think it even exists,

then you realized that what you want is to see the person you're missing.

over at the career fair
was asking about at some random booth
when the lady ask what i was doing.

so i told her,
i graduated from an overseas college no so long ago.

you'll know when the conversation hit the stop button
when the lady changes her attitude after hearing that i was not a local graduate.

noone deserved to be treated the same way as i was.
i know it's nothing prestigious but hey,
it's still a god damn degree for crying out loud.

life's pretty much in the slumps i guess.
still haven't cling a job after graduating for how long already?

i feel so lousy now that i wanna die. ):

Today, my husband and I were having sex, and just as I was about to finsih he screamed, "Oh shit! It's 4:15, my strawberries are gonna whither!!!!" and then jumped off me and went to check on his farm on FarmVille. An imaginary farm, on Facebook. FML.

and yes, i'm waiting for those damn strawberries to harvest before i go to bed.
and i've been waiting for the past hour or so.

i think i'm addicted to this shit. lol.

on the way home few days ago,
it dawned upon me suddenly
that i probably look like some down-and-out fresh grad who can't get a job for months.

in a shirt, dress pants and leather shoes,
i saw someone like me.
out on the hunt seeking the same goals.

just that the person in sight is a her.
same company, maybe same job, different interviewer.
there she was standing waiting for the lift.

i smiled at her.
my smile was returned.
and she attempted small talk.

just like me - a graduate.
who hasn't had much luck in securing a job.
i told her things are different between us.

for she's of another different gender from me.
and the chances of her getting a job would be easier.
girls just have it easier.
(that's what i heard, and i agree with it.)

with her heading to the bus station and me the train station,
we bid our goodbyes wishing each other luck.

the almost empty train carriage.
i sat with my head down.
hands in between my thighs.
and felt sorry for myself.

like the others before me,
they have all stepped into this sea of reality.
where dreams do not always equates to reality.

i have felt so much mixed emotions,
that it's not going to get any better.

but this is just part and parcel of life.
to be honest,
i've said my piece.
it's up to them to decide if my employment.

there's no point in saying much.
as my enthusiasm burns out,
my passion is gone.

where's the excitement that life promised us?

i wonder what's gonna happen next.

megan oh megan.

you foxy lady.

why are you so hawt?

i can just see you walk down that corridor all day.

now let's us all laugh at gilded butterflies together.

not putting in effort in my studies.

not learning how to ride a bicycle.

not going for my driver's license when somebody wanted to sponsor.

and lastly,

not giving a&w a chance when they were still around. haa.

like the order of the phoenix,
half-blood prince is another major disappointment.

the movies so far haven't done much justice to the books.
the only one that was remarkably close to the book was goblet of fire.
and that's about it.

half-blood prince can be considered as a mess.
with major story plots (from the book) missing and additional ones created to fill up the missing parts.

now i'm beginning to wonder how are they going to screw up the deadly hollows
especially when it's gonna be divided into two parts.

makes you wonder doesn't it?

ron.. ron.. ron weasley!

there's just so many to name.

harry potter.
pokemon.
toy figurines.
spice girls.
escapism.
manga/anime.

we were always meant to say goodbye.
just not today.

like a shooting star,
you're not meant to last.
like what everyone said,
you've come to an end.

all good things come to an end.